Last time i catch myself with one wish... Long time i haven't been to europe, and i miss it. So when the snow first came-i felt such a strong desire to sit somewhere in a french cafe for example, with nice cup of coffee, with nice cake, somewhere near the window staring passing near by people out side, they would hurry somewhere but not me. I would relaxing and enjoying european cafe atmosphere, smoking. Oh, its so pity that its so hard to get visa to europe...

Yesterday i couldn't fall a sleep. Suddenly i felt i'm afraid of someting. I was feeling that! I was worrying about future, about income, about job, i was thinking what income i'm gonna have when i'll be 60-70 years old while i'm still 24. Seriously! I don't know what happened to me yesterday but i never was afraid so much. Of corse I often think about future, but like this - couldn't fall asleep - never! It's economic crush? Do u face the same problems?