Last time i catch myself with one wish... Long time i haven't been to europe, and i miss it. So when the snow first came-i felt such a strong desire to sit somewhere in a french cafe for example, with nice cup of coffee, with nice cake, somewhere near the window staring passing near by people out side, they would hurry somewhere but not me. I would relaxing and enjoying european cafe atmosphere, smoking. Oh, its so pity that its so hard to get visa to europe...

Yesterday i couldn't fall a sleep. Suddenly i felt i'm afraid of someting. I was feeling that! I was worrying about future, about income, about job, i was thinking what income i'm gonna have when i'll be 60-70 years old while i'm still 24. Seriously! I don't know what happened to me yesterday but i never was afraid so much. Of corse I often think about future, but like this - couldn't fall asleep - never! It's economic crush? Do u face the same problems?

Hooo...
Today's friday, tomorrow surtaday, but it's gonna be working day in our country. So yesterday i made some plans for friday evening like going out only by girls with my ex-classmates. We made appointment, discussed place and time, but honestly i didn't had strong wis to go there.
So in the evening my husband while picking me up from job invited me to the moovie, and he bought already tickets, well I decided to agree, cuz I wanted to see that moovie. So the whole day at work I was thinking about nice evening but probably it's not destiny to see it. I got call from my friend, who i haven't seen for half a year and she came from Russia, so she called me and asked about plans for friday evening, even more - she need to stay in my appartment - so of cuz i had to change my plans with husband.
So now i'm sitting at work and can't understand what's going on, cuz for 24ours my plans changed many times and psyhologicaly i'm empty and now i wanna nothing! Not moovie, not my friends, just nothing. Ok, my lovely husband canged tickets for tomorrow already so I hope nobody bother us tomorrow.

Hallo everybody. When summer has come i'm thinking about refreshing my diary more often. Why? Probably becorse in summer u get aquantance with new people from different countries, in some any tourists here, or be cuz u go vacation to another countries urself - as me I plan to go to Turkey and if u make friends it's good to leave them link of ur diary to know u better.. I don't know. Well, i'm sure i'll be back soon. Just best regards to everybody.